I got rejected by a man, no that's the wrong word, a boy is more like it. He invited me over and I foolishly went like a naieve girl desperately searching for love and acceptance. But, instead I received the feeling of being undesirable. It's a wretched feeling. Nonetheless, he insisted his intentions were pure and that he was "interested" in who I was. However, it's been three days and to me silence can be a very audible type of rejection. To be honest, my intuition told me his motives were not for my heart when I found a condom and massage oil on his desk. But, to me rejection is rejection and in my twisted mind if I was thinner he would have loved me from the moment he met me.

* For those of you wondering if anything ACTUALLY HAPPENED there was no sexual contact involved ( and by no sexual contact I mean not even cuddling). Maybe it was because I told him, "I'm not a one night stand kind of girl." ? Or, could it be because he finds me too revolting to touch?

HEY EVERYONE!! so for the past two days I've been doing better then the binge day before ... eating around 530 a day... but today I weighed myself and the scale won't move! I need advice on how to loose weight... fast! ANY ADVICE on different diets and it worked for you guys... PLEASE I AM IN DESPERATE NEED :D :D :D

I want more than you. You're the epitome of everything I would never dream of wanting. But, now I have you. Where do I go from here? I think for now I will stay with you, because God only knows the tightness of your grip.

Hey girls and possibly boys!!
I was curious if any of you wanted to be an ana-bubby with me and we can track our success together!
Or, we could get a group of us! In all honesty, I'm new to this pro-ana forum thing!
Thanks:D